patience.

Dear patience. Ay ya ya! You are so hard to have and to keep. 
I think we all know a little something about having some patience. Or not. :/ I've been an IMpatient person, pretty much my whole life :/ Gotta have it RIGHT now. Or else. Must of been a spoiled little kid, huh? Haha. Yes and no. Well, I'll admit it. My childhood mind was very impatient- and should've been more respectful to my parents at times, yes. But I am a very loving daughter, and they do know how much I appreciate and care about them now, and then. Aside from that- patience, is showing up in my life more than ever right now. 
We all have those challenges, that we some how have been fighting with/for - for a long time, and still have not got to where we originally wanted to get. I totally get this. And I'm thinking now... Darn, if I wouldn't have used all this time up- of not doing what I was trying to get toward, I would be there by now! Grrrr. Lesson learned though.

Cause now I know, how precious time is. And wasting any of it- is not acceptable. Gotta be present in every moment, and doing something for a reason. If you look at what your doing right now, in this moment- and it's going to help the future of yours, then your on your way, which is great.  But having patience, yeesh. Is tough. Cause although the results might not be there for you to see- yet all this hard work is happening, all this effort your putting in- just you wait. Cause it's coming. You truly have to believe. Let seeing your success be an image in your mind, let it bring a smile to your face. For were all just in this in between. Working hard for what we will soon get. It makes sense. We have to have these hard times, these struggles. These challenges, for it to feel that much more amazing when we get to where we first set off to go. I haven't made it there yet. But I know for a fact. It's going to feel great. I'm going to be proud of myself for this part of my life. When I worked really hard, in all aspects. To get where I will be. 

Whatever your goal is. Your going to get there. Believe in your self!!!!!!!
I wrote down beside my workout plan the other day, a few words that connect me to my workout plan. 

"Strength. Patience. Perseverance. Dedication. Believe. Love yourself now."